| Poor Sammy...please find a good home sweet puppy boy...I am so sorry I couldn't adopt you.
I cut off all my hair again...I don't know how I feel about it yet |
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| if jaime and i were south park characters i think we would look like this |
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| hmm...narp. i hearts him. its rocky...but it will be ok |
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| My nightmares are coming true Jaime broke up with me yesterday...he told me to leave him alone for a few weeks while he decides if this is really what he wants. I'm a wreck. a total mess. My heart is so heavy i can barely breath and i cant stop crying. He wasn't just my boyfriend, but my best friend too...and now i have no one here to turn to. no one to comfort me, and keep me distracted. i'm sitting here just waiting...and all i can do is curl up in a little ball and do everything i can not to just die inside.
I never thought it would be this hard. I never could have imagined I would love someone so much that I would beg him not to go...I feel pathetic. |
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| I keep having these awful dreams of Jaime either dying or leaving me for someone he finds more interesting and exciting and they keep getting worse and worse. This morning my heart ached so bad I nearly threw up and I had to wake myself up and calm down. I suppose I'm what you would call love sick |
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